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Recently I had the honor of bringing a woman, (she asked me to call her Elaine for the purpose of this article), with me into her Akashic Records. All the Akashic work described here was done by phone. We began with a short “taste” of her Records because she wanted to understand why she had panic attacks and suicidal thoughts whenever she would connect with someone with spiritual energy, someone closely connected to the Divine.
In response to her questions, Elaine’s Records briefly took us to a past lifetime of hers when she was a Jewish man who had seduced a married woman from his synagogue. When his community discovered what he had done, the shame he felt led him to commit suicide. Guided by Elaine’s Records, we returned all the soul fragments left behind in that lifetime to Elaine’s soul and also returned all soul fragments he had picked up from others, including his lover, back to the appropriate people. Then we were directed to Divinely request the return of that Jewish man’s lifetime to the Light of the Divine where all his shame was removed.
At the end of our time in her Records, Elaine’s Records invited her to reinforce her new connection with the Divine. Before going to sleep each night, she was encouraged to complete an Akashic process called Heart Integration and to place herself in a golden sphere of Light that would remain while she slept.
A few days later, I received this short and intriguing email from Elaine:
“Hi Sandra. I feel pressure around my head and heart like the Records want to speak to me.
Just wondering. I guess it could be my own Self as well. It’s been building since our session.
It just feels urgent-ish and weird. Thank you, Elaine”
After some thought, this was my reply:
“Thanks, Elaine, for thinking to drop me a note about what you’ve been experiencing since your Akashic Session. I’ve never had someone share feeling like this after an Akashic Session AND that doesn’t mean that it hasn’t happened! Since I’m no longer in your Records, I don’t have access to what is the cause of what you’re feeling.
However – if you’re feeling the urge to open your heart and connect with your Records, then I encourage you to take yourself through Heart Integration slowly and deeply. When you feel, see, know, or can even just affirm in Step 5 that you’re now in front of the Divine – then open your heart and say whatever you’d like to your Records. You also might like to ask that the sense of pressure be Divinely removed from your head and heart.
Then just sit for a few moments and receive whatever is there for you from the Divine. Whether you see, hear, feel, know lots or nothing – be assured that your sending has been received and you’ve received what is yours to receive.
Journaling a process like this sometimes helps to make it more real for you because you can see the words of what you’re sending out and also the words of what you’ve received. Love to know how you go! Radiance and Love – Sandra”
A few days later, to my delight, I received the following email back from Elaine:
“Hi Sandra. I did the heart integration and understood strongly the words: “The Divine wants you.”
It was something I’ve been waiting to feel for my whole life.
Over. Done. That was the only message. The pressure is gone. What a miracle.
Thank you for the suggestion. Talk to you again in a few weeks. All the best! Elaine”
It was almost a month later before we were together again in her Records. Elaine reported feeling calmer at night. She also didn’t recall feeling anxious or suicidal when she was with other spiritually aligned people. However, she was still feeling what she called “some negative energy.”
Elaine’s questions for her Records for this session revolved around wanted to know about the PTSD she’d been experiencing since she was about 12 years old. Because of the PTSD, she shared that she frequently had trouble sleeping, which she coped with by overeating and moving. Her whole body began to shake as she was sharing this with me.
Elaine then asked her Records: “What keeps me from feeling love including Divine Love? Why won’t I let myself be happy?”
Her Records revealed that when she was 12 years old, at the time of her initial PTSD trigger, that she made this vow: “I vow to hate and never help myself with God.” She recalls that she asked God to kill her at night while she was sleeping, and that since then she always wakes feeling anxious.”
Then Elaine’s Records requested we use Inception Point Therapy® (IPT) in order to discover the very first instance of her current inability to give or receive love for herself, others, and the Divine. IPT originated with Cheryl Sullivan and is also taught by her. It’s is a wonderfully detailed process that has about 15 steps. Once you can identify the first experience of a situation, then all the rest of it can be released and healed – one step at a time with the assistance of the Divine.
We discovered that Elaine’s inability to give or receive love originated with her paternal grandfather when he was 1 years old. Elaine had inherited her grandfather’s trauma, along with several detrimental emotions and a strongly damaging belief. The belief her grandfather created on a soul level when he was 1 years old was: “I am powerless. I am not protected, especially not by those who are supposed to love and guide me.”
After some forgiveness work around her grandfather forgiving self and forgiving others, we requested the Divine to remove each of his detrimental emotions as it was discovered and then replace it with helpful resources he could have benefited from when he was still an infant. It was very interesting!
The new belief her Records brought to her grandfather to be Divinely downloaded was: “I am powerful and protected at all times because I am in the Light of the Divine.”
Once IPT was completed with her grandfather, we were able to bring all this healing through to her father and then to Elaine herself. By the end of her Akashic session, Elaine felt much better and lighter and her voice sounded much brighter.
A few days later, one of her longtime friends called for an Akashic session with me because he’d seen such a clear improvement within Elaine. I loved it that the positive shifts she had experienced were so clearly visible to others. This is what Akashic explorations are all about!
So how are you doing? Do you feel like there is something your Akashic Records could help ease? Is it perhaps time for you to pause, to gift yourself with some private quiet time, and to remember to breathe? I hope so.
I’d love to hear from you!
Radiance and Love,