I know what you’re probably thinking, what the heck is a transformational storm and what’s it got to do with me?
I was asking the same thing this morning when I got up and heard the words, so I did what I normally do when I don’t understand something. I turned to Spirit, Universe, Creator, whatever you call the Higher power that runs through all of us.
Let me back track a bit so that you can understand more fully the whole story.
It started just after the last full moon in September, when I think about it. The full moons are all about letting go of ideas, things, possessions, thoughts and feelings that no longer serve you. This full moon I stood under Grandmother for some time one morning before going to work and asking for all that is not in my highest and best good to be removed immediately from my field. I then got in my car and headed to work and forgot all about my request.
That’s when the storm started hitting me left and right in the pocket book. By this time, I had forgotten all about my request, so I was starting to get angry and frustrated on why suddenly there was no money in the bank. Ok yeah, I did forget about some auto pays that went through that started the whole debacle, but seriously it just didn’t stop. Before I knew it both my bank accounts were in the red and the payments just kept coming out of nowhere taking more and more money.
The final straw was yesterday when I got in my car to go to work and the car didn’t want to turn over. I finally got it started and got to work with no more issues. Of course, I forgot all about it while at work so when I went to leave and again the car wouldn’t start I thought maybe the battery was going bad. I finally managed to get the car started and took it to O’Reilly’s to have them check the battery. The battery was just fine but there was a smell under the hood like something was burning. The guy had me try and start the car while he was looking and the next thing I hear is turn it off, stop! Ok that didn’t sound good. Got out of the car and asked what happened and he said, “when you tried to start the car, I could see sparks and smoke coming out of your starter”. Oh boy, not good. Here I am with zero in the bank and he’s telling me my starter is bad.
I finally got the car to start and took it to the auto place that I have a credit card through and the car is currently there as I write this on Tuesday morning Oct 2nd.
Of course, I still had forgotten my request to Grandmother Moon so as the night went on, I got angrier and angrier and the cuss words just kept coming. I smudged myself to release the negative energy and talked with a friend for encouragement, (didn’t help as she just regaled me with all her misfortunes with her car over the last month), not what I needed to hear at the time.
I finally decided that the only way to get out of the mess was to find out why and how it happened in the first place. I turned to my Higher Self and Great Spirit for answers. I got an earful when I woke up this morning and you know the response from my Higher Self was priceless. I was told by Spirit that now I have another opportunity to work on faith and trust! You see that is something I have struggled with my whole life. Even though I believe I am protected, and Spirit has never let me down, in my ego’s mind it’s a far reach to believe. Then they said, ‘what a great idea for an article! Write about the transformational storm you are going through, imagine how your experience can help other’s going through similar experiences and how by reaching deep within yourself you find the answers to what’s been holding you back”!
All I could say was, WOW! I noticed immediately my energy shifted with the new awareness and things don’t seem so bleak. Does that mean money magically appeared in my bank accounts, of course not, what it does mean is that now my energy has shifted from woe is me, poor me, why’s the Universe out to get me to a more positive energy of manifesting better things into my life. This is the type of energy that will now help fill the bank accounts back up and bring even better opportunities for prosperity.
Now, imagine if there is something going on in your life right now that just looks so bleak and you can’t seem to find a way through the darkness. Know without a shadow of a doubt, that you are being watched over by your Angels, Archangels, Guides, Totems and God/Universe/Creator/Great Spirit. Remember your guides can’t step in and assist you unless you ask for help. The old quote of “I’ll believe it when I see it” is out of congruence with the Universe. Believe it first and then you will see it!
Here’s to believing in a benevolent Universe where we are always taken care of, maybe not in the way we think we should be (that’s ego), but in the way our Soul knows. By doing this, we can all come through the transformational storms that are thrown onto our path for our Soul’s growth.
As a side note as I’m sending this off, my prayers to the Universe were answered and the money was “found” to get both accounts back in the black. Giving gratitude to my guides and angels for hearing my prayers.
Mitakuye Oyasin (We Are All Related)